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Little Soul and Self-Love 13/7/07
I dedicate this one to Aiobhe, Eisha and Maisey, special little girls. This is for all the special little girls in the world especially the grown up ones.
Little Soul was an old woman today.
She was very upset and angry, She was a busy, upset, angry woman.
“Never enough time”, she grumbled.
Little Soul said, “I’ve had enough I’m going to Big Soul to ask some questions”.
The family she had created looked at her, then smiled at each other. Mommy, Wife, Lover was off on another journey, It was okay she always came back with fun, joy and love,
Little Soul climbed the mountain outside her house and shouted at Big Soul, “Where are you ? Appear so I can ask some questions”.
“Hello, Little Soul”, Smiled Big Soul. Big Soul was used to Little Soul and her questions. Big Soul waited.
Big Soul complained, “ I’m tired, I’m fed up, where is my time to sit, enjoy, love and eat chocolate”.
Big Soul knew this was very serious as Little Soul absolutely adored chocolate and had made no time to eat any. The world was becoming scary. Help was needed and some good advice.
Big Soul stayed on the mountain so he/she didn’t have to interact with all the human illusions.
Little Soul shouted, “Have you gone to sleep? I need help! “.
Big Soul laughed and said, “My angry one, my love, you are angry because you put duty, responsibility, have to, must, should in front of self- love”.
Little Soul thought about this for a bit, she was tired and irritable and wanted to blame someone. However, Little Soul was special. She was an evolving soul. She knew that this was good advice. It felt good; it felt chocalatey!
She smiled to herself and wiped away a tear. “Thank you, Big Soul. Thank you for always being there for me.
She went home and announced to the family she had created, “I am going to have a hot soak, eat some chocolate and paint my nails. Don’t disturb me.”
The children smiled, Mummy gave them so much love and now she was giving to herself. She was happy. They were happy.
Father smiled, he knew if his Wife/Lover was happy he would be happy.
All was well in imaginary in between land.
© Perveen A. Zaman 2007.
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Little Soul and Colour, 30/7/07
This one is for all the children that came to this country and were made to feel different. They decided to fit in. It is now time to let go of the pain and suffering of being different and rejoice. This story is also dedicated to ALL the children of the seventies. It’s time to shine. That’s what you came here to do.
Little Soul was a six year old girl. The horrible girl was still talking. She was in front of her and would not go away. Little Soul sighed and looked at her.
“You need to stay with us”, the horrible girl repeated slowly. “You’re the same as us”, she explained.
Little Soul was confused. The girl was talking about her skin colour. Little Soul was amazed and awed. She had not realised she was brown! This was an amazing discovery!
Little Soul being an evolving soul was already thinking of the possibilities. This was so good. There must be pink, purple and blue and red people. I wonder if you can get rainbow people she thought. The world had just opened up in an amazing way.
The horrible girl continued, “That means your friend isn’t like us and so she can’t really be your friend,” she explained in a know it all kind of way.
Little Soul said, “Okay”. She only said this because she wanted the horrible girl to go away. She looked at her friend; she was lovely and caring and kind. Her friend always asked her if she was okay. This rule was obviously wrong!
She got up and ran. It was a warm, spring day and the wind was like a gentle breeze on her skin. She ran and ran until the horrible energy of the girl and her words was gone. She ran and ran until she felt the love. It came in and was around her, in all the cells of her body and everywhere.
She stopped running and touched the air with her hands. As she did the love went into her hands and body. She felt okay now; she was connected.
She sat down on the grass and went into her heart. Big Soul was a teacher today.
“What is colour”, she enquired of her teacher.
Big Soul held out her hand and said, “I will show you”.
Little Soul held Big Soul’s hand and skipped along beside her.
A shop appeared in the reality they were creating to teach Little Soul. It was a chocolate shop. They went inside. Little Soul looked at all of the trays and was amazed at all of the things you could do with chocolate. She wandered around the shop.
“What do you see?” asked Big Soul.
“I see chocolate”, she giggled, ”Lots and lots of chocolate. I see chocolate with pink bits, black bits, orange bits.” She smiled.
Big Soul was so clever. Little Soul turned and looked at Big Soul. “It’s all made from the same thing. It’s all the same. It’s all one,” she gasped.
“That’s colour”, Big Soul said. “You’re all made of the same stuff. It’s okay to be different. Remember you all come from the same place, all of you; however you choose to show yourself here”.
Little Soul looked at Big Soul and laughed. I chose to come as a brown colour this time, she realised.
Big Soul and the chocolate shop dissolved away into nothing.
Little Soul ran over to her friend and gave her a hug. It didn’t matter she was a different colour. They were both made from chocolate!
She realised living in this reality was very confusing. There were rules here and they were different. They were not based on love. Lucky for everyone, she was connected to The Love That All Is. She would show everyone love.
© Perveen A. Zaman 2007.
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Little Soul and Betrayal 7/8/07
This one is for Moira in Scotland and me. It is also for those that feel they have been betrayed or have done the betraying. Thank you, to you all, and one day we will have no need of this teaching.
Little Soul was terribly sad. Her heart was broken. Her body was feeling very, very old. She carried the hurt, pain and sheer hopelessness of betrayal. She also carried the stench of failure. I was wrong. All That I Loved guided me to this and I failed. I was wrong. My life is based on a lie.
Little Soul knew it was her belief systems and she was exhausted. However, she had a secret weapon. All her teachings from all of her lives taught her it was The Love that was important.
She needed perspective. She needed to understand why this had happened. Her life was in pieces and she was too tired to put it back together again.
She crawled to Big Soul on the mountain. She knelt at the bottom of the mountain with her despair, failure and hopelessness.
She lifted her tear-filled eyes and whispered in a voice that hurt to talk, “Big Soul, I need help.”
Big Soul knew this was an important time in Little Soul’s life. She was evolving into becoming the Light that she was.
Big Soul took the shape of an Old Woman, The Old Woman Before Time. The Old Woman Before Time put her arms very securely around Little Soul and rocked her.
Big Soul began. “Three types of people will break your heart. The first, will be those who do not feel or see what you see. The second, will be those that catch glimpses of The Love That All Is in you. They will lie to you and convince you otherwise. The third type, will see you as you are and fear you. They will seek to control, manipulate and destroy you in the name of The Love That All Is.”
“Each time your heart will be broken. The Love That All Is will come in and wash away your tears and expand your heart. The final time, your heart will be broken open so that The Love That all Is can pour through your heart, around you and connect you to everywhere.”
“This is what you came here to do. To pour The Love That Never Ends into and onto this world of fractured reality.”
Little Soul listened intently. She didn’t fully understand. However, the healing words made her feel better. The gentle rocking motion made her feel comforted and loved. The feelings of despair were being lifted. She would go on now and do what she came here to do. She had all the tools now.
“Thank you, Big Soul”, she mouthed in gratitude.
©Perveen A Zaman 2007.
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Little Soul and Her Dreams, 13/8/07
This one is for me and all the others that are holding the faith and the love, whilst they are co-creating their reality. Remember You are co-creating, which is a partnership with Great Spirit.
Little Soul was confused. She had these dreams that burned a hole in her heart. They were the sacred white/gold fire of creation energy. It was in her heart and it hurt.
She was evolving so she knew a thing or two about manifestation. She was wandering how to get what was in her heart out into the world. She knew she created her reality, she knew it was by her thoughts.
However, she couldn’t feel her reality. As usual, Little Soul knew help was at hand. She imagined Crow Land and went to speak to Crow Lady.
Crow Lady knew all the sacred secrets and would tell her how to manifest her dreams.
Crow Lady appeared in front of her and smiled. She was beautiful and had a cloak of shiny, blue-black feathers.
“Hello, little one”, she said in greeting. “We have been watching you and were wandering when you would seek our help”.
Little Soul explained, “Well it’s this manifesting stuff. I’m thinking about what I want and it stays in my heart”.
Crow Lady smiled, “What’s in your heart will remain in your heart. You can’t will it out. You need to love it out. Love your reality into being”.
“It’s a shame the old ways aren’t taught anymore. You would have completed this now. Ask for Mother Earth’s help and permission to seed your reality here. Go into Mother Earth, feel her energy, transmute your illusions, confront them and slay the demons that would bind you”, Crow Lady instructed.
Little Soul did as instructed. She looked at The demon of Fear and The What If Something Goes Wrong Demon. One by one she slayed all the illusions in her life with Her Sword of Truth (a gift from a dear friend). Once they were dead Mother Earth transmuted the energy and recycled it into useful energy.
Little Soul breathed her energy back into herself. She felt strong. She knew she was going to do it. Her reality became bigger and bigger. Soon the white-gold fire was surrounding her, burning away any remaining doubts and fears.
Her heart filled with love and she looked at Crow Lady. “Thank you”, she said.
Crow Lady said, “its okay child. We help those with a pure heart and a sincere need to help”.
Little Soul hugged Crow Lady. Crow Lady’s energy was only for those who knew about the in between places and realities. It was for those who had come to seed their reality here. The key was love. The creation had been brought by love, fed by love and would manifest itself very soon. Quicker than Little Soul had anticipated.
Crow Lady wrapped her cloak around her and became very small and assumed the shape of a crow. She cocked her head to one side and stared intently. The Crow could see the past, present and future. She could also see all the realities in all the universes.
She was glad. Little Soul had brought in The Potential for All Being by asking in love. Now the potential for all possibilities, seeded in love, was possible for humankind. They were learning to be loving creators again. She flew away to see if any other soul wanted to work with her.
© Perveen A. Zaman 2007.
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Little Soul Returns to Innocence, 20/8/07
This one is for every soul on this planet and all the neighbouring planets, in all directions of time and space. You are loved, every moment, of every day for eternity ,never doubt that. Allow me, The love That All is into your life. Let me love you.
Little Soul was sitting on a pink cloud. It had been white but she had changed it to pink. She was in a pink kind of mood. She looked at Big Soul and smiled.
Big Soul had not taken on the shape of anything this time. Big Soul was in The Love That All Is today. Little Soul could feel The Love That All Is around her, in her and coming through her. She felt at peace and so full of love today. As always, being an evolving soul, Little Soul filled herself up with love and then extended it to the ALL.
She was on Cloud Nine. Cloud Nine was cool because you could see everything up here. She was in love and of love today. She felt totally cherished. She felt the presence of Big Soul and they looked at the world that we all had created.
She looked down at herself on Planet EARTH. As always she greeted the planet and all the light beings there. They were looking at her and said, “You did it again, You called in the others”. Little Soul had called in the next wave of light beings yesterday to surround the Earth with love, in this time of change. The light beings were not upset as they were enlightened souls. However, they had schedules and rules and ways of doing things. All of which Little Soul found tiresome, boring and not fun.
She smiled at the souls and told them. “Love simply is, we are okay, and we always have been okay and always will be. I will share a gift with you this day”.
She called in The Love That All Is and offered it to all the souls present. She watched as they put down their papers and schedules, they looked at each other, their hands. One by one they smiled. The lines of worry, need and rules were taken from their faces and souls. They all basked in The Love That All is for a few minutes. They had returned to innocence. She bowed in front of them all. All was well they knew this now and would teach the others.
She looked at another part of Planet Earth. These souls were very stubborn; they didn’t want to move into the light. Little Soul realised he was masculine now. He smiled with love. Little Soul poured The Love That All Is onto all the souls and some cosmic fairy dust. Bucketfuls of this shiny, silvery energy.
Little Soul smiled; he was a she again, she would wait. She would wait until the stubborn souls moved. She would wait until the very last soul turned to the light; however long it took. Her love was infinite.
She breathed in the energy of All That Is and returned to Her Innocence. Everything was well. She had one more little thing to do while she was on Cloud Nine. She had a gift for herself on planet Earth.
She looked down from Cloud Nine and zoomed in on the part of the world she was in. She saw herself, heart so full of love, typing. She was not sure what would happen now. She had just realised that she was the one stopping herself all along. Her heart had a new energy in it, it was Trust.
This was good. Little Soul smiled at herself, gave herself love and gave herself a priceless gift. From Cloud Nine She looked down at her life. Very gently she put in the gold white energy of creation into her energy field. She mixed it with the lilac energy of Faith. As she did she giggled like a child. Her heart was innocent. She realised she could have what she wanted. What a priceless gift indeed to let yourself have what you want.
Little Soul took the shape of a teacher and looked at the person reading this and said, “If you want I could give you the same gift. The gift to play, run, have fun and be like a child. The gift of Innocence in Love.”
She laughed and turned back to loving her world and all the worlds that existed. Life was good.
© Perveen A Zaman 2007.
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Little Soul as a Man, 20/8/07
This is for those souls, be they masculine or feminine that need their energies balancing.
Little Soul was a man today. Big Soul was female. This was going to be interesting as Little Soul knew she could be any colour, sex or race on Planer Earth. This was obviously healing for the masculine side. She began.
Little Soul was confused. He didn’t understand what was happening. Being an evolving soul, he went to Big Soul on the mountain.
He complained,”It’s hard, all the rules have changed. The women have gone mad. What shall I do?”
Big Soul laughed, “The energies are changing on the planet. You were unbalanced and are being brought into balance. When the female energy left the male energy became distorted. Now, both the male and female energies are balanced. This will be cause for much upset in your life.”
Little Soul feeling slightly better said,”I need to balance myself.”
Big soul smiled became The Love That All Is and announced, “I’m going to be the one that will unite you in your sacred marriage to yourself.”
Little Soul smiled, when he was a he and when he was a she, he/she knew something was missing. This was going to be like eating lots of chocolate. Yippee!
Big Soul looked at Little Soul. She was divided into her masculine and feminine halves. She watched as each part faced each other, walked closer together and merged into one. First the auric field, then the chakras and finally the heart.
Little Soul felt complete. She had come this time as a woman, so she took the shape of a woman. However, she could feel her masculine side inside her and as her.
Big Soul smiled. Little Soul had faced up to her fears and illusions. She had allowed herself to want what she wanted. She was now balanced. This was going to be fun.
Big Soul went off to play.
© Perveen A Zaman, 2007.
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Little Soul and Waiting, 28/08/07
Little Soul was a he today. He was waiting. He had worked on all his creations and was waiting for them to manifest.
He was on Earth and was finding that the doubts would come in. They would make fun of him and laugh at him. They thought that the idea of him being a Creator was funny. They made him feel like a young boy, naive and a little stupid for believing in fairy tales. They even tried to tell him fairy tales did not exist!!
This was the last straw. Little Soul called Big Soul. He introduced all his doubts and fears to Big Soul. Big Soul instructed him, “Kill the doubts and fears. Take back your creation energy and put it into that which you love and not that which you fear”.
Little Soul laughed in relief. This was easy. He took out his Sword of Truth, a gift from his dear friend Michael. The doubts and fears came together in one black mass. He took the sword and very firmly stabbed in the middle of the doubts and fears. Then an amazing thing happened.
The doubts and fears started to break up and golden light came through them. Bit by bit, the golden light took over the black mass until there was nothing left but the golden light.
Big Soul said, “Now the energy has been transmuted. You can take back your energy and create in love.”
Little Soul looked at the gold energy and accepted it back into himself. It changed from gold to the sacred white gold of the creation energy.
Little Soul sat awhile and basked in the energy of The Love That All Is. All was well in imaginary in between place.
©Perveen A Zaman, 2007.
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LLittle Soul is Complete, 4/9/07
Little Soul was sitting on a giant rock. He was in in-between imaginary land. He was sitting and thinking. Little Soul could feel The Love That All Is around him and holding him in a loving embrace.
He had just realised that he didn’t have to be anything or have anything to be happy. This feeling was coming from inside him and was being given to him from The Love that all Is. He felt complete. He breathed in the energy of completeness and let it hold him.
I surrender his mind whispered to the energy around him. The energy enfolded him and he could feel it like it was a part of him. He offered this to all the cells in his body and to all the spaces in him.
He imagined a mirror in a green field. The field stretched out as far as his eye could see. Each blade of grass was the greenest green he could imagine. In this field was a mirror with a golden edge around it. It was standing all by itself.
Little Soul knew how realities worked and that this was his reality at this time. He was shaping it. He was not surprised. Each day that passed he was remembering more and more how things used to be.
Little Soul walked over to the golden -edged mirror and looked at himself with the eyes of love. He saw his masculine and feminine halves in the mirror. The image in the mirror kept on changing and blurring in front of him, it didn’t assume one shape at all. He looked and looked and accepted what he saw in the mirror. The mirror smashed into a thousand pieces and disappeared.
Little Soul knew it was because he had looked at himself with the eyes of love. He had recognised that he loved himself and was in love with himself. He was beloved. Little Soul was The Beloved. He had also recognised The Love That all Is as himself and how it was shaping him into this form.
Little Soul felt the field as him, the blades of grass as him the air as him. He felt grace and love and so much potential to be. He let himself go and dissolve fully into The Love That All Is. It felt good to be nurtured and be fully connected.
©Perveen A Zaman, 2007.
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Little Soul and Joy, 10/9/07
Little Soul had balanced her masculine energies. She was expressing herself as a Divine Feminine. She felt The Love That all Is around her.
It enveloped her and reassured her. In all the energies she could feel Big Soul and herself and all the others as One. They were all One and expressing their love in the way they knew how.
Then the energy shifted. Little Soul felt excitement and the purple white energy come to her. It assumed the shape of a she-angel. Haniel smiled at her with Grace.
She said, “N o matter what is going on in your life; you are okay. We are helping you to uncover yourself and manifest your dreams. You are being looked after. You are okay”.
Little Soul knew this and it was nice of Haniel to tell her. Reassurance was always welcome. Then Haniel giggled and said, “I’ve brought a friend with me. Would you like to meet her?”
Little Soul felt a building excitement. She felt like drumming her feet on the ground very quickly. She felt like a child again. Little Soul answered,” Yes, please”.
Her Joy washed over her and went straight into her heart. Little Soul felt the energy wash over her. It erased the pain and the suffering. It cleared the striving, the trying to be good, the waiting and the wanting energies. It kicked out the I don’t have time and the excuses to stop having fun energies.
Little Soul felt joy and she was humbled. “Thank you for taking care of me The Love that all Is. Thank you for showing me how to create fun in my life,” she affirmed. Haniel bowed and disappeared back into The Love That all Is.
In all that love Big Soul was delighted. Little Soul had accepted Joy into her life. Life was good.
© Perveen A Zaman, 2007
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Little Soul and The Void 16/9/07
Little Soul was in the void. She smiled to herself, sat down and with the anticipation of a child waited.
The Void spoke to her in a voice that was filled with the energy of The Love That All Is, “Welcome, you have made it here. We have been waiting for you, Little One”.
Little Soul felt love fill her heart and overflow through every cell in her body. She felt safe, nurtured and totally at ease with everything. She looked around and saw all her angels there. It was like a homecoming and all her friends were here. She felt infinite and unlimited and full of possibilities.
The Voice spoke,” Yes, you are right. You have reached the level where you know you are The Master of Your Reality. You have given up the false gods of duty and responsibility. You have surrendered to Love. We can work with you now. Thank you for you and all that you do for humanity.”
“We will work with you now to create the next level of your life. This one will be based on love and YOUR CHOICE of how things will be. You will be a role model for others here. You will teach them how to work with the love energies”.
Little Soul was excited. She was used to instant manifestations, Earth world wasn’t. She could start her work now. She would show the humans what it was to be in, around and of love. She lay down in The Void which was just darkness. It was the darkness that nurtured and held you in its loving embrace. She observed her feet in The Void. They were glowing. She rolled onto her front and was amazed.
As far as her eyes could see there were angels, gods, goddesses, ascended masters and avatars! They came together as one and said,
” You have done well to realise The Illusion of Earth. We are happy and blessed to work with you. We work with you now to bring through the ideas and concepts you will teach to you and others”.
Little Soul thanked The Void, The Love That All Is and all the Beings of Love, Light and Healing. She was so pleased and she was going to have fun now. She lay down in The Void and closed her eyes. When she opened her eyes she was at home in bed. Little Soul hugged herself in delight. She just had a funny feeling that things were going to change in a major way for her. Yippee!
© Perveen A Zaman, 2007.
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Little Soul as a Woman 16/09/07
Little Soul was starting her healing work based on love. She looked at the person writing and reading this and spoke,
“We will begin. I am a woman. I am a Divine Being. I am worthy. I am protected and I am safe.
I am not the possession of any man, woman or child born of me or not.
I am not a doormat to be rubbed on and put upon.
I take back my power. I am powerful as a woman. My power is based in love. I nurture, I create, I love and I bring into being that which was in The Void.
I am not greed, manipulation, too thin or too fat. I am enough. I am that I am.
I am woman the eternal creator and receiver of love.
I choose to nurture, protect and care for those borne of me and by me.
I am not property. I am sovereign to myself.
I teach myself how to nurture, care and nourish myself on all levels. In so doing I show others how to treat me as I will treat them.
I model the new way of being a woman which is rooted in the old. I change the woman archetype and bring back from the collective unconscious the sacredness of WOMAN. I bring through the codes for healing, love and nurturing.
I balance these with my masculine energies. I am complete. I am whole. Now I begin to Be Woman.
I am witch, healer, and apothecary. I nurture The Great Mother Earth.
I am back and here to stay.
I will not tolerate any system based on control. I give respect when it is earned.
It is time to Be Woman. It is time to teach my fellow women what it is to be The Sacred Vessel of The Divine.
In teaching my sisters, my mothers and my daughters I bring back the lineage of womankind that has been banished and rejected.
I stand tall and proud. I stand on the shoulders of the grandmothers and the wise women before me.
Only by teaching me how to empower myself will I teach my sisters. Then we can teach the men. I accept responsibility for my empowerment.
It is time to begin. Make the tea, eat the chocolate and honour me as I honour, respect and love you womankind.
Celebrate your intuition, your ideas and thoughts.
Celebrate who you are in a world that teaches you to deny who you are and your talents.
Celebrate woman and in so doing our mothers and daughters may rest easy. Their work is done.
Celebrate you”.
© Perveen A Zaman, 2007.
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Little Soul and Abundance, 17/9/07
Little Soul was The Soul now. This was a new level of consciousness for her. She was unsure as to how to proceed in this energy.
Then she realised she had access to the greatest love of all. She thought and connected to The Void. The Soul felt a part of everything and interconnected to all life everywhere. Ah, so that’s how it’s done she thought. The Soul felt an energy all around her. It was trying to come into her.
In the past she would have been afraid. Now, she knew it was only love. She stood very still and welcomed the energy. It was Abundance. Ah, Abundance always the last to manifest, she thought. Usually, due to low self esteem and self worth. This Soul knew it was worthy and loved.
The Soul felt the energy go through her. As it did it shifted that which no longer was of her and true for her in this energy of love and abundance. This was a past life and this life clearing. She felt the thoughts, ideas and belief systems leave her.
Abundance asked her, “Will you make a space for me in your life?”
The Soul nodded solemnly. This was a sacred exchange. She felt Abundance flash into her heart like a golden lightning bolt. The Soul sat back and let herself assimilate this new energy. She felt Abundance flow through her. It was good to be connected again.
©Perveen A Zaman, 2007.
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The Soul’s Abundance, 18/9/07
The Soul was still in The Void. It was a beautiful place to be. Every cell of her body was nurtured and loved. She let the feeling wash over her.
Abundance came to her and after she was welcomed by The Soul, Abundance spoke,
“I have always been here in your life, waiting for you to let me in. You have spent much time working with The Illusion of lack. You have healed this by shifting your awareness to love. You have realised that it is your Divine Birthright to have me in your life. I am in everyone. Usually, I am squashed under layers of conditioning and false beliefs.
I am for everyone. It is my sacred duty to provide. I was made to provide and fulfil the needs of the all. Don’t give me a time frame or schedule. I will come when you are ready. Be open to receiving me, know that you deserve me and I am trying as hard as you to connect to you. Lay down the false gods of striving and working till you’re exhausted. Let me provide for you. This is my sacred mission. I provide with Grace, once given never denied. I serve you as I serve all life. Let go and let me in, please.”
The Soul relaxed into The Void and played with Abundance.
©Perveen A Zaman, 2007.
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The Soul’s Journey, 20/9/07
The Soul looked at the life she had had and was grateful. She sat with her guides, angels and mentors. They were all one. They were all inside of her. She felt so grateful and supported in this life.
She looked at the life she had had with love. It would now be shown to her where Grace and Love had guided, nurtured and enveloped her.
She had been born into a family of demons. They had shown her all the Illusions of pain, suffering, anger and control. She had learnt well. Her Heart was encased in ice by the time she was seven years old.
She was seven. She was sitting outside crying in the rain. She would not go back inside for fear of being hit. She became aware of light around her. The Voice inside her spoke, “Hold on, you’re okay. This is temporary. It will be over soon”.
She carried on crying but The Voice had sown a seed inside her heart. She decided that day that there was love in the world and she was going to find it. She had a very distant memory of loving, supportive people around her. She would find them.
The Soul was 26 years old. She went to another place. She met love again in the form of a man. She was scared and ran away.
The Soul had been touched by love and now had to reconcile her ice heart with it. The ice melted and then began the years of clearing the illusion of pain and suffering in her life. She left that place with an idea about people, relationships and their interactions.
However, the love she was looking for eluded her.
She moved to a different place and started again. Her hunger for love was all consuming now. She met lots of people, tried to please them, fit in, be helpful but this didn’t satisfy her. She had brief glimpses of love but it never stayed.
Finally, all the crap inside of her started to surface. The Soul found out about healing and used the healing to help herself. It was a difficult time for her; she had no-one to support her. However, she knew love was out there and she was determined to find it, it was close.
The Soul realised the pain was not real. She let it go. The Soul awoke very quickly and started asking for help from The Beings of Love, Light and Healing. They nurtured her, protected her and supported her. They showed her love and became the family she longed for.
Then she became sick. She ate and slept for seven months. The Divine Mother wrapped her arms around The Soul. She rocked away it’s illusions.
The Soul was born anew into her body. She got up and looked at her reflection. She smiled and hugged herself. She saw in her reflection the love she had been seeking all along.
The Soul united with The Beings of Love, Light and Healing and was thankful for her life. She witnessed it and accepted it. There was no need to search anymore.
©Perveen A Zaman, 2007.
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The Soul Remembers, 23/09/07
The Soul remembered. She was in The Void lying down on a couch which she had created. She remembered:
After all the pain left the love remained. This love supported and nurtured her all the time.
It was always there for her. Sometimes it was buried under the feelings she was experiencing, at that moment in time, but it was still there. In the quiet of the day it surrounded and loved her.
She was ready to create at this level. There was much love and support for her. She was not alone. She was ready to love and be loved.
Love was always the answer. It always found a way to reach her.
She also realised that this was her journey and all the other Soul’s were working their way back to love in their own ways.
She lay back on the couch and relaxed. She was home.
©Perveen A Zaman, 2007.
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